After years of chasing one dream after another, things finally clicked into place and God’s plan for my life became exquisitely clear. He was calling me to preach. Sure, I could become a teacher, a private music instructor, a professor, a writer, or a worship leader, and could probably find success. But that wasn’t the point. He wanted me to preach – end of story.
It was a terrifying realization, but also a blessed relief. And I’ll never forget the way my heart flipped when my wife took my hand and said, “I think you need to call your parents and tell them about this.”
As the oldest child, I wanted them to be proud of me. I knew they were thrilled to death about my doctoral program and teaching goals, so how was I going to tell them that I was leaving the Ph.D. program and going to seminary instead? But that telephone conversation ended up being a wonderful memory. Both of my parents ended up crying, and through broken voices they said, “We’re proud of you, Son.”
And then my Dad said something that sent my jaw smacking against the floor. “I want you to have my books,” he said resolutely. I tried to argue, but his mind was made up.
The moment was surreal. I had grown up watching my Dad collect his preaching library, one costly volume at a time. When it was time to prepare his sermons, he would pore over those books. When a difficult question came up, he would pull a helpful book off the shelf. I had memories of attending men’s prayer meetings in the Pastor’s Library, where the shelves were lined with those precious commentaries.
And now they’re sitting in my house. This preaching library, which has meant so much to me through the years, is now mine. Every time I grab a book from this collection to write a seminary paper, prepare a Sunday School lesson, or write a sermon, I can’t help but smile. Each book is a tangible reminder that my father felt led to pass the torch of ministry on to the next generation, and what a great responsibility that is for me. Each book reminds me that I’m on the right track, and that no matter how successful I end up in eyes of the world, my Dad is proud of me.
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